HOUSE DREAM

So I had a dream woke me up in the middle of the night. I was at a house with my brother and some "guests", a handful of people sleeping the living room probably how he used to have his "barkada" sleep over at home. Then I decided to leave but for some reason I was headed to the bathroom to take a shower and on the way on a shelf I picked up one of the "guests" and was tempted to steal it. In the bathroom I saw another phone and compared them then I was having second thoughts on stealing either one and decided just to leave the phone in the bathroom. I was beginning to take off my clothes then suddenly people are wanting to barge in with me half naked at the bottom trying to lock a door with a peg of a nail of some sort but someone manage to get inside even though I locked it and it was almost closed how could anyone pass. Strangely the bathroom and the layout of the house looked similar to my old home where I grew up.

Such a creepy dream I don't know if I should write it down.

I read from a blog a few minutes ago that the house represents yourself when I was in the bathroom a few minutes ago doing bowel movement because yes our bathroom has wifi. I came up with an understanding that it was my fear of being "naked" to public or in that house people who are close to me that I do not even know. Also the stealing part means I should stop stealing youtube videos and live an honest life. Everyone else steals or pirates at some degree but why can't i? Prevalent issues with my brother so it seems for the mental and emotional abuse probably why he's in there.

So this may be a light definition of a nightmare for me which is causing me sleepless nights to the already sleepless nights.

I chose blogger so I could post for a different audience this new journal of mine. Probably hoping I could get some unique answers but the blogger composition system is not very convenient. At least that's off my head.